Tuesday, December 9, 2008

i think too much when i'm bored.

the past few days has been nothing but a bore! my goodness... to think that i actually look forward for school to start! i am that bored!!! so anyway, i started some readings for next semester... loser-ish as that sounds, i'm trying to find ways to kill time.

and i've been gossip girls with my sister like crazy!! and believe it or not, that show got me thinking quite a bit! firstly, i am sick and tired of playing matchmaker for my friends and seeing them all happy while i remain as lonely as ever.

secondly, its not that i don't love my boyfriend but its just that i don't feel the spark anymore. and i dont see our future. but i cant bring myself to leave him... what if he is the right one? what if i don't fnd any other love? hmmm.. i didnt even tell him about my plans to move to canada in the future...

speaking of that, i really need help in building my portfolio to make the migration much easier. i now i'm still way ahead of time. but i guess its never too soon to start rite? i'm thinking of moving over as a skilled worker...but i have no idea where i should start! this whole thing is killing me!

and yeah! i need to make big bucks soon! so anyone who knows stuff bout investments and forex and the likes, HELP ME! hahaha

3 comments:

Armanique said...

i think u shld tok it tru with ur bf... it helps... sumtimes u just dont know wat the other party thinks and u'll be surprised that he cares for u more than u noe... :)

garçon said...

thats the problem...he does... but i don't...

Ad Infinitum said...

you need... more sex! And more kinkier ones, that usually spices up relationships, well, most of the time.