bumped.

i am so sexually deprived recently and it really sucks. you know the feeling....when your whole world is just crumbling in front of your eyes and all you want to do is run into the arms of your loved ones and you just want to know that you are loved.

that was what i felt yesterday after i found out that i had some problems at my tuition centre and on top of that i did not get the modules that i wanted and ended up with the ones that just suck! after that horrid day, i went back to Wan's place and i just wanted him to hug me. it was at that point that i needed to make love so badly. especially since we hadn't had sex for months! so yes,i wanted it. i NEEDED it! i initiated it was started to remove my clothes while passionately kissing him. once i was done, i started giving him a bj. one that i thought was so good that i can't believe it myself. but while i was in the middle of it, he grabbed me and told me, "not tonight, my show is starting"! imagine how angry i was. here i am, lying down naked in front of you, giving you the best bj that you have ever had, and YET i was rejected for a stupid TV show!

i got so pissed after that i just got dressed and left. when i reached home, he still has the guts to ask, "are you ok?"...like seriously! do you not know me at all?! i still can't get over the fact that i got rejected in bed by my own boyfriend on what could possibly be the worst day of my life! bumped!

lyas